Father’s day approach

It’s just a month away

You took your own life so soon

Didn’t you want to see me grow ?

You crashed into another car…

Died with all your passengers…

I was merely in grade 2.

Need a Father’s lesson,

Father’s guidance.

I loved you so much…

I went through depression…

Your death was so sudden…

I didn’t understand a anything…

12 years ago

I LOST you…

I lost you unexpectedly…

You had just taken us shopping the week before

I never knew it was your goodbye…

I still have the radio you bought me…

How could I ever lose it…

It’s the only thing I have left,

That you had given me…

I’ve lost so much ever since you were gone…

But I found God…

And

I found healing…

Mom is taking good care of us…

Life couldn’t be any better…

I love and cherish her very much…

7th MAY 2006

I shed tears for over the years

all I have ever received from your family

Is rejection…

They seek me now, what for I don’t know

I wish I had answers…

You always stood up for us…

Daddy why did you recklessly drive…

Even so…

Would you have still played the fatherly

role if you were still around?

Would you still love us ?

7th MAY 2006

Your death tore me apart…

And God repaired me…

For your blessing remained in me…

I shall take over what you left for me…

nthaigh7

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New Beginnings

It is never,

Ever too late.

To start over

Try it again

Persist more

Perservere harder

And have a lil more patience…

New Beginnings

Are about being limitless.

nthaigh7

Tolerance

                      As I try to imagine…
                        As I try to think…
              Some things could surprisingly
                             amaze you,
                        How life certainly is…
                      What it has to offer…
                  It is nothing compared to
                      sugar and honey
                                 But…
                        Tolerance is key
             A temporary form of survival
                A man cannot adhere to…
                         Which is worth it
                 In some life situations…
                            Tolerance…
       Sometimes it is simply a heartbreak…
                      But does it matter ?
                         Life moves on…
              You do not have to understand
                               Anything
                       But you have to see
                             Everything
                      And just be aware
                And admire the pain the of life
That is is temporary
                      For seasons change.                                       
                               Tolerance.

nthaigh7

My mind is ahead of me

                  My mind is ahead of me
                                    Or
              Maybe I’m ahead of myself.
                Not quite sure if I’m in
              The correct career path…
                  Career path of my own?
            After matric I went to varsity
                                Now…
                       I’m at college.
            I was excited the first days
              when I started attending
                   These institutions…
                           But now…
              The perseverance is all gone…
          Not knowing is my mind ahead of me
                    Or I’m ahead of myself.
                I find pleasure in other things
                 Rather than reading a book…
                  I find pleasure in practicals
                      Rather than theory…
                Am I denying my own calling
                             Of self work
                      Or am I just being lazy?
             I find it difficult to understand
              Because of the different voices
                               Around me.
                 Am I pursuing the right career
                     Path or am I just fooling
                               Myself again.
                               Another year!
                      Is my mind ahead of me
                     Or am I ahead of myself?

nthaigh7

My love language❤💙💛💚

Love is an emotion
Undefined by circumstances…
Very strong and irrestitable
But hatred can overpower it.
Jealousy can over power.
Never knew that the day before yesterday
Would be the day before yesterday…
I thought love covers all
Still think it does
But its sad when your own blood rejects it.
At times you question the success of life
Or
Your good Samaritan character…
Does it mean I should stop showing love?
Or
Does mean I continue serving in pain,
Simply because I am a mere man?
Or is it that I despise myself
And actions?
Am I worthy of all I do
Out of the goodness of my heart?
May God bless all the kind hearted.
May God remember the good deeds of
The righteous.
May He remain the same always…
Hoping to find the true meaning of life.
Deeper that it may seem…
Deeper than we may know…
Just too deep for our own understanding!
My love language…
I hope to reap the same love
That overflows out of the goodness
Of my heart❤

nthaigh7

God reigns

This thing called Christianity

Is working for me

This thing called faith and belief

Is working for me

This unknown God

Is my Father…

This is my culture

This my religion

This is my life

And its working for me…

It worked for the disciples

And I too…

Am a living testimony that its working for me

And I’m here today to tell you

It can work for you…

Everything God does is intentional

And happens for a reason…

If it be pain…

Its for our own good….

If it be grief…

Its for my own good….

That at a certain time I may heal

That at a certain time I may grow…

Mature in Christ…

Understanding that some things are part of life’s cycle…

“This” is not just “this”…

As much it may feel despised…

But it’s my life and I’m proud to say God reigns in me…

Christ is my Saviour

For its for my own good…

Greater or small

All things God does is intentional

And its for my own good…

nthaigh7

The pain of life!

The pain of life…

Is the pretence people

Tend to display for

The sake of others happiness

The pain of life…

Having to compromise

Yourself for ungrateful

People!

The pain of life!

Is trying to please

Knowing very well

You won’t be appreciated.

The pain of life.

Give without expectations

And preserve your heart

From pain…

And put your happiness 1st!

nthaigh7